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第11届全辩初赛八

辩题：我国各在野政党，对立多于互补 （正） 新纪元学院
我国各在野政党，互不多于对立 （反） 工艺大学

**************赛前**************
赛前个人预测：
正方
对立：整治趋势负面化，在野党因反而反
战略：提出整治趋势扭转的丑态，负面花边新闻，如国会风波等来论证对立的的没有成效性远于互不的功效。


反方
对立：行政意见不合。
战略：通过双党意见不合，在进行改革，能呈现互补作用。所以，对立也会形成一种互补。

疑惑：比较多或少，要用什么作为衡量标准？是不是那一方提出较多的对立或互补例子，就胜出？？！！


****************比赛中***************
双方主要立论：
正方
从我国朝野政党50年的历史， 论证当年替政对立至解散的例子，多于互相合作大致互补。
认为不应只看308后，应以宏观角度，所以要从历史角度出发。


反方
政治棋面局局新，所以，应以最新的趋势做标准， 所以应以308之后，也就是当今两党的动态来论证。
互补：是双党政治职位上的互补
对立：放弃政权
（不太明白这两个字眼的解释。）


精彩部分：
反方硬要正方举出现今双党对立的实例，正方四辩称用举出槟州废除收油站实例。
反方结辩央央大道，把所有有利己方的点说得有条理，清晰，还举出当年已有ＴＵＮＫＵ　ＲＡＺＡＬＩ当协调员的例子，严重打击反方一直强调的现金政治趋势有安华党协调员的点子。


****************比赛后**************
观后感：有点小失望，因为双方的辩论技巧不均，所以少了观赏的快感和刺激！以为会听到很多政治丑闻，以为会很有趣，可是并非如此。不知道是我诠释辩题错误，还是对方的基础太高深？！反方对立的定义，我不明白！！　

成绩揣测：反方吧。应该算一边倒吧。很明显多方面除了结辩都应该是反方优先吧！感觉上，正方一直在重复应该看历史，说太多次，好像缺乏说服力了！正方，论点除了一直说５０年的数据，其余的好像没什么鲜明。除了四辩比较厉害外，其余的好像比较紧张。


*******************点评*****************
评审说胜败是一票之差。（本尊还以为一边倒？！）正方从历史层面探讨，获得评审赞同，　反方的论证方式比较薄弱。（我还说证方缺乏说服力）在前部分，反方明显占上风，自由辩后段正方提出了对立的实力，到了总结，正方似乎扳回一成。


******************赛果***************
胜方：反方工艺大学
最佳辩论员：正方结辩

感想：应该吧！因为边锋和技巧很重要。这两点，正方有三位辩手，都好像还未熟练。最佳辩手，实至名归！成功扭转乾坤！


***************总结论*********
从双方的理论架构，到评审的点评，我的揣测和他们差太远了！

我是热爱辩论的辩论员。
不是在台上辩理论据的队员
而是在台下看别人辩理论据的成员。

可笑......可悲......


****************花絮***************
巧遇振通。随同女生朋友前来观赛！^^


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CEKALIZED under one roof!!!

First of all, i would like to thanks all the cekals which is in F6 for organising this meaningful gathering.

All most 90% of the class turn up!I saw some very surprising faces whereby they never join any single of our activity after graduate from Chan Wa like Shyan Hui, Wee Yew, Piki, Jospeh, Pei Wei......

The climax of the night is the launching of our movie "LOVE" which was shooted during our class trip and took a very very very long time for ah liew to edit it.To make the whole thing looks real and perfect, we even recorded the RED CARPET part.

Then, we do celebrate birthday with those who borned in August, Ming Shi and Poh Li and on and off, they go into Phylicia's house's K room to sing songs. slowly, 1 by 1 they left.while i was enjoying chanyip's singing with his amazing voice, my dad called and said that he was around there. I was thinking to go back later since I am driving and yet my mum said its the 7th month of Lunar calender, so they said they come and lead me back. Well..I GOT NO CHOICE!!I MUST LEAVE....too bad,I couldn't listen to chanyip's singing. Then, I went back in different car with them. Isn't that weired??!!

Although the interactions within us was abit unorganised, I had spent a great time over there.
Here is some words for those special
Ming Shi

happy belated bday and 2day i didnt take foto with you weih!You are the 1 who inspired me the most in cekal's life. Having meal with you 2day make me remember the day you always curi makan beside me during class. We will then eat porridge on every Tues. Its too much to write it over here. Yo will knoe wat i wanna say, you reads some of my thinking..^^


Cheefai,

I know you are the main organisor for this event. Thank you for your hard work and I appreciate it so much! Today dint really talk more with you. Ask me out often la, I beleive you have plenty experiences, thoughts of stories to share.
Since you like this word so much, write you a big one..

i APPRECIATE you!!!!(so pls plan for the next gathering!)


Shyan Hui

Meeting you is the most worth thing to attend this gathering! You were dissapeared for such a long time. You know, how hard for us to contact you for the previous event??!!Having the smartest girl to sit behind me in class last time really brought alot of benefits to me!because at least I will able to get a more complete work and notes from you. Message me often please!!!!

Chanyip

I will never never talk seriously when i see you!!!!!You inspired me to behave madly la!By the way, i enjoy your singing very muchhhhhh......Yea...i think you contribute quite alot for this, thank you monitor!


Chaopi

Thank you for leading me to phylicia's house. By the way your driving skills is !@#$%^&*()speechless............

Ah Liew!!!

I told you i wanna take picture with you fora few times, at last we also didnt manage 2 take 1 ..haih...Thanks for the nice movie and if you really have interest in video shooting and editing, do it more when you are freesince you can produce a very nice an interesting work!!

Tuantuan,
Now only i realise i didnt own a single pic of you!!!!Thanks for accompany me back and talk to me while I am driving. Or else, I will be very scared and will drive extremly fast..hea hea hea..You are always nice and i still remember you n caven use to remind me to study in form 5.

kah hoe,

I never forget you la..I just need some times to remember your name only! Cz i always call you water leg ma...I still remember your name is choong kah hoe. Kuttappan always comment on your hair one ma...


Chiewyee,
You brings alots of fun with me! Stay pretty and take care.

Ah cia,
Congratulations,\..You found your true love! Thanks for always sponsor your house as a venue for our gathering. I just simply LOVE your prefessional K room!!!


Wee Yew, I remembered you always eat tiger biscuits during Bio class. OMG, now you prefer HIGH 5 ROTI...Your roti 10 story scared me!
Piki...why is your partner POCK not coming?Nice to meet you...Tell ah Heng, i miss him as well.
Joseph, is nice to have you here since i didnt meet you after spm.I knew you sacrificed your camp to be present here...Appreciate it...


Looking forward to the next gathering!

《赤壁》

本尊连乱七八糟的电影，都不想错过，更何况是像《赤壁》这种中国历史大制作！这种是华人影坛的光荣，也将会是我们黄皮肤的能与好莱坞媲美的代表作！

此影片上映以来， 本尊穿梭电影院次数无穷，就是。。。。。。就是没有人有兴趣看这部戏！早已做好心理准备自己上电影院看这部戏了，无巧不合，重遇了志同道合的老朋友，所以，在找到伴的情况下， 大家很快就决定时间，看戏去咯！

《三国演义》是本尊的老妹推荐我看的。换言之，我老妹看完了！可是，本尊看到3/4的时候，就弃之，专刊碧血剑。这应该是两年前的事情。虽然故事情节，不是记得很清楚，但是几位重量级人物的特征和简单的背景，当然还未忘记！

此电影， 风层仆仆，兵荒马乱，阵大势强的效果让本尊叹为观止！关羽和刘备举手投足真的如同书中描写那样！ 太像了！特别是关云长！第一次出镜，骑着马在战场出现的那一幕......！！！！！！

比较失望的角色有唐山赵子龙！此角是本色尊在书中最欣赏的角色。可惜，电影版的不想书中描述得那样英姿焕发。孔明就比书中帅很多。可是，本尊还是觉得，诸葛亮，不应该是金城武那种样啦！说话，也应该没有像剧中那样，说话带有“冷静的滑稽”。 然后，张飞的造型，可真像孙悟空的沙悟净。至于小乔嘛，之前媒体大热报道林志玲演了此举，不是花瓶了！可是，本尊还是大失所望。小乔在林志玲身上，有外在特质，可是却缺乏内在气质！反而，那位对曹操献媚的青楼美女，更有古代女人国色天香的香气......

电影和做音乐一样， 均要迎合大众胃口，才不会血本无归！所以，需要有林志玲，金城武这种局偶像气质和内在实力的红星来提升新闻价值。我不是说此剧少了他们不会有心为价值，只是，娱乐界嘛，本来就互相沾边的行业，对双方有好处，有协议，才会达成共识，那样，身为娱乐消费者的我们，才会有更值得的消费嘛！！！

期待下集！


文后花絮：看完《赤壁》后的那天晚上，与贤的网聊内容：

2008年ASTRO新秀大赛

现在才来写这篇文章，绝对不会太迟，因为新诞生的久违女冠军—颜莞倩仍旧是大家的口上佳话！

这个瞬间串红的大马李宇春，乃是本尊同窗六年的小学同学。毕业后虽然不甚联络，偶尔巧遇，也会户打招呼。原来这家伙自小就身长不露！如此独特的嗓音，自小没展露，的确有点可惜。不过，也未必....
此话何解？！
嗯~ 以当时那种社会趋势来看，如果自小发现你在某方面，略有天分，家长老师就会送你去课外学习！就是什么什么声乐班的。学了，可能就不同现在了。
如何不同？！ 详闻，请继续追看。

决赛当天，在机缘巧合下，我家里人无端端得到了10 张入场券。决定去之后，我特地sms嘉琪，支持莞倩穿什么色，然后再转告家人们，一起穿红色。

到场后，选了一个较理想的位子，舞台左边，坐下来察言观色。


嗯~ 给我瞄到正对面，也就是舞台右边有一大堆红色的，空位也很多，还有大海报，阵容很大，结果我就举家搬迁过来。千里迢迢来到目的地后，居然发现，为什么海报是好人的？？！！哎呀，随便啦， 将错就错，反正这里清楚一点！


红衣男子：你们系无系支持好人的？（广东话）
（为了避免逐出坐席）
我：系系系系！！！！ 红色嘛！！（我拉了拉衣角）

然后，那个人就给了我们一人一个哨子，然后，一些好人的宣传板。

为了专心拍相，本尊把这些扼要的杂物球给老妹，然后，就继续察言观色。

节目开始了！超喜欢开场的。五强一人唱一段，然后合唱新秀主题曲！开场当然是要振压全场啦！，这个节目都制作了这么多届！

这次看现场，最大的回响就是深切感受在敌营（好人群）支持首选（莞倩）的感觉！可想而知，西施`凋禅`王昭君在异国为祖国服务的孤立！故事的发展是如此的。

入乡随俗嘛！反正都坐进好人群中了，二号的好人出场的时候，当然就顺道吹吹哨子，迎合大众，配合气氛那样。好了，到三号莞倩出场，我又鼓气，大力吹哨子！“吡............”当你制造声音的时候，你是无法衡量声音的洪亮度的！所以，放下哨子那刹那， 本尊发觉周围的人都不时奇怪地望向本尊！为了避免曝露身份，接下来，吹莞倩的时候， 本尊再也不敢如此奋力了！

直到最后！公布冠军，超紧张的那一刻。本尊以为debbie会拿冠军。原因不是基于他的歌艺，而是
1. MY FM一直强打她的歌，播放次数，明显夺过其他参赛者。
２。大众的热门。
３。呈如包兄弟所言，两三次演唱都有烟花等舞台效果。
４。妹妹比赛，主办单位还邀请哥哥来表演，当中似乎有用途不菲之意！

好。宣布最后一票，　“我投莞倩”本尊一口气吹了一口气长的哨子。就是很长那种！！！！

最近，本尊听的多得多的口头评是莞倩不该拿冠军，debbie比较厉害！针对这两点，本尊略有意见！！！

二强，本尊还是会选莞倩！不是因为是旧朋友，同乡什么的。只是一个歌唱比赛，一个选秀活动，考量的因素不单只是歌唱技巧如此肤浅！一个冠军的诞生，最不容忽视的有如

（一）市场需求
debbie这种风格，这种技巧型，声音爆发力十足唱将，中文市场多不胜数了！阿妹如此了得的唱功，都还是被蔡依林这种由视觉享受的歌手打败！马来西亚市场，当然也一样！谁还记得当年ＳＵＰＥＲＳＴＡＲ的女冠军陈诗莉。同样类型的歌喉，沉沦了这么久，才终于发一张专辑。叫座如何？有目共睹！最不值的是，当年他的手下败云镁鑫除了有更多谱光机会，还录制了管老师写给ＤＥＳ的歌不许哭，收入在星空原声带。还有，全球新秀的冠军王明丽，　如此具穿透力的声音，最后还是要经过１０大义演，再去演舞台剧，在当上ＤＪ，　然后我们才听到她的单曲。如果她的歌唱前景，是明亮的，他也不需要“周六吵什么”来提升知名度！

所以，这种声音，太普遍了！反之，莞倩先声夺人的形象视觉上已经使大众焦点了！这种类型的歌手，马来西亚暂且还没有！在国际中文歌坛，超女们，应该算是最鲜明的代表人物吧！在国际舞台，能否超越超女们的成就，未谱。可是，这种崭新的风格，在大马要成名，应该不会难！大马李宇春，　称号来头不小！！

（二）声音特质
这是潜在，潜能的东西。未来发展，一定是至关重要的！我从来都不知道，我这个小学同学有这么一把独特的声音。第一次听他ＰＫ唱江南，就像评审说的，做梦也会梦到！真的太特别了！比起ＤＥＢＢＩＥ，莞倩没有太多的技巧为他修边幅，所以呈现的更为简单，舒服。　Debbie一听就知道，这种人唱歌一定唱了很多年！歌喉，歌艺全部都很熟练。莞倩声音辨识度高，Ｄ则是技巧的辨识度高。前者，像是一个刚被发觉的石油场，后者是正在发掘的石油场，显然，前者在未来，会有更多的内在潜能会惊叹群众！（我也在期待林琼龙老师会如何开拓这块石油地！︿︿）

（三）现场表现
莞倩从开场分数就一直领先。本尊在现场看，谁唱得比较好，特别是前面的回合，　真的没有听到很清楚。只是在ＵＮＰＬＵＧＧＥＤ的时候，　很明显Ｄ和莞倩略胜一筹。莞倩的不插电现场听超有感觉的！Ｄ的则有一点原唱者的味道！我还是选择莞倩，可能我天生是对Ｄ这种声音又偏见的人！哈哈！和林健辉对唱的时候，莞倩只是中规中矩，以为兄妹合唱会很精彩，怎么知道居然出状况！那么，请林某来，对Ｄ来说是祸害是福呢？！到了二强对唱，哇！！！　很明显，三首歌莞倩好听过Ｄ啦！感觉上，这三首歌的曲风比较适合莞倩啦！

（四）参赛者和大众心理塑造
大热门一定能够有压力的！！！！还有，每个人对他的期待一定会很高。略有出错，就会把错误放大，然后，大致能够就会失望。然后，你的压力就会在下回合，持续性涨高。反之，若平时表现中规中矩，突然给人惊喜，大家就会觉得你突飞猛进，嘉许百倍！每个人都爱惊喜嘛！所以，这就是黑马吃香的地方，也是大热吃亏的地方。

所以，各为其爱的朋友，　不要再告诉我，我觉得ＤＥＢＢＩＥ应该赢。　基于以上种种理由和状况，莞倩绝对有足够的资格胜过ＤＥＢＢＩＥ！！！　


p/s:开玩笑~这个颜帅人气很旺盛！！！

这个论坛后援会都几热闹下的！还有台湾的歌迷！！ 厉害到......LINK


比赛前，他就够帅了，现在更加帅！那首好不好琅琅上口，又符合市场要求！MYFM又每天播，还有特地路广告恭贺他！搞不好，有一天我变到像那些黄毛小丫头那样，迷恋她倒要生要死！！

Feeling my self IGNORENCE!!!

I keep repeating "I am smart" in my conversations recently and today i did something which is very numb......

I studied quite hard for sociology last night since I got the tips from Mansur and I MISS THE TEST!!!!!!

My mum called me at 11.15am and asked me whether want to go to ASQ Concert tonight anot. She got 10 free tickets from someone then i told her to decide her self and i said:"anything will be fine for me, i am having exam later, so dont call me, u discusswif papa."Then, i continued to have a very quick glance on my notes before I go to school.

I arrived school around 11.50am and I saw Myra, Humi, Sheena them walked out. I was thinking that they were so steady. Having test soon also can go for lunch. ~_~''' Then I saw the parking lots at PE was so empty. Well,I was thinking that : wow, May intake students are rich. You see, they dont have class today, got so many empty parking. Then i move on and i saw Jamie going back.

Neo:You people are not going to sit for exam ?
Jamie and friends:We sat already looo...
Neo:Ha????( I wasnt beleive, I thought they are trying to make a fool on me cause Jeremy was there ^^)
Jamie: Yea !!Serious!!
Neo:When??I thought exam start at 12pm?I just came!
Jamie:10.30am!!Mansuris still inside, faster go in.

So...................Sir Mansur said he is going to set another set of questions for those who absent and he said that the question will be harder....NO pls!!!!

I would like 2 appologize to MK. I told her the wrong time so she missed the test too.....Sorry!!

Seriously, i didnt know the exact exam time though the day before I met Mansur, I went for class, i passed the tips around even through MSN and SKYPE, I messaged and phone called with Sin Wei discussed bout Sociology and yet i MISSED THE TEST!!!i saw he question, I might not be able to answered all correct, but i know most of them la...What a waste!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The lesson i learnt from this incident is ALWAYS CHECK THE RECENT UPDATE FROM WBLE!!!!!!

OMG!!!!I AM SO IGNORENCE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Unsung Heroes

I was cutting my fingers nails 5 minutes ago and a feeling suddenly "pop" up......I was doing nothing relevant to it and no other influences, I just miss them suddenly...SUDDENLY!!!!!!!!



The Unsung Heroes!!!( I used to change my laptop background into this pic when I was not in study mode. It works!!I will be more focus if i see them^^)

The last time I met them was 2 months ago. While waiting Panitia to verify me results and certs, I do chat with most of them. Pn. Lee Ai Ni is just as nice as last time, I will never forget we played aeroplanes with her during Moral Class.Vincent is going to retire this year. Pn. Lim gave me alot of encouragement! The way I communicate with Tam Sir is still same......~_~'''Too bad...I didn't manage to talk to Lee Chek Tin!I met him at Jusco last Sunday.I was paying my Bil and he was talking in his hp. Ah Toon is the most patient teacher i had never see before and Mr. Kutappan :"Kita Masih Kawan!"I miss them!!!


and my fellow friends......I miss you all as welllll....See you guys on coming gathering yea......^_^


I cant wit for this to launch!!!!!!!!!!

my phone is emo......

Well...I lost some of my memory in my phone 2 days ago. Its ok, since it wasnt the 1st time. Now, it is emo again.I dunno what had happened to it but it usually show up its emotions when it feel like want to show it.Besides losing memory, it used to hang suddenly but everything will turn normal after i restart it and usually i will receive many messages after that which stated that i have plenty of miss call from my parents.

Now, there isnt any coverage shown in my phone.I was doing my assignment just now and suddenly i realised that its over 12.00am. 23 of July is Lee Yee Khong's birthday!Yea! i will always keep his date of birth on my mind since his name was the one i mentioned the most during my high school. I was only realised that my phone is not functioning when i was thinking to send him a greeting message just now. I had switched off and restart it many times and it is still not working. No wonder i didnt receive any phone call from my parents today.

Well, I am frustrated! I guess there is something wrong with the battery as well. So i switched off it and took the battery out! Will this solve the problems?! Absolutely NO!!!I just feel like want to do it! So no alarm tomorrow!Dont blame me if i didnt turn up for class!

yea!!Happy Birthday to ah Khong!!!!!!!I prefer shout ur name and yell your name loudly because it sound niceeeee....^^
LEEYEEKHONG
LEEYEEKHONG
LIYIKHONG
LIKHONG
KHONG
KHONG.........


As what i always said to my buddies, you are always good looking...^^Best wishes......

Finally.......^^

Finally ~ Akhirnya......Its same name with suki's latest album......

FINALLY I GOT MONEY FROM NUFFNANG!!!!!!!!!!!!

wOwOw......I am delighted..although its just RM0.50!


I registered nuffnang account on 30 of Jun 2008 and I earned RM0.50 within 3 weeks!

Besides, I finally have viewers from US too!!I complained at jia wen's chat box about all my viewers were 100% and i got 15.4% of US's viewer today......


Right...These might be very normal for those senior blogger but i am extremely excited now!! First time is always like this......^_^

Thanks to everyone who assits me in nuffnang and blogging......

I WILL KEEP IT UP!!

Behind The Scene

Well......having extra class on Saturday is boring, but luckily i did something special and different.i went to watch sheng wang's shooting which took place in PD.
^^Is better to spend my break time like this rather than just eating and chatting......

We will soon have the final production edit by shengwang. These was what happened behind the scene......

The view from the roof of PD block. It was my 1st time been to there. Its nice cause it get me closer and nearer to the sky.

Yea..This was my bloody hand captured by Meng Leong in MALE toilet in PD. I was so embarrassed when an anonymous walked in......
I was asked to put food colouring on my hand to slap on Nelson's face but lastly we cancelled it because the food colouring dirty up Nelson's cloth which is white in color!


THE DIRECTOR ~ THE PRODUCER ~ THE CAMERA MAN ~

Mr.Lee Sheng Wang

THE MAIN ACTOR~

Mr. Lum Meng Leong ( He sacrificed Dota special for this shooting)

THE MAIN ACTRESS

Ms. Lim Wei yen ( She sacrificed having KFC with her buddies......)

3...2....1...ACTION!!

sheng wang used the umbrella to block sun light



CUT!!!



The director was directing and his umbrella flew away......



Shengwang was trying to capture wei yen from the nicest angle.......






As a conclusion,
Shooting isn't easy and i am looking forward to the final work......^^